I always have options
and I chose to break the cycle
isolate the source
eliminate the fucking problem
I don't know
how it's supposed to be
but
the more options I give myself
the more that I am free
house of hills of gold and grey and
sky that flowed a rain a cry
a dream a sound
I join with love and wander through
a snow and forest desert
waves of washing blue
just trying to move myself
the shit that I'm eating just don't help
and all I can do is sit around
sit around and wait for the next day
but
I've got my ducks in a row
I feel like nothing can go wrong
I've got my head up to the sky
I don't need to question why
wouldn't we all be glad of a god that really loved us
guess its too hard for me to try and love myself
gotta go try and make sombody else give a damn
cause
I cannot accept any less
I would give anything to feel like I'm needed
but I don't need anyone so I guess that's conceded
and I wish someone would take this iphone from my hands
cause
its getting hard to be normal with a blackberry and an android for a friend
I want someone to pull me off this internet
I want someone to show me how to dream
I want someone to care enough to say the truth
I want someone to care enough to say the truth
credits
from Twenty Twelve,
released May 13, 2015
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